2017. január 22., vasárnap

Officially came out and have no regrets, just funny ones.

So I'm 16 and my best friend is 17. We've been best friends for a while but haven't hung out the past 2 years nearly as much as we used to, since we stopped being friends with another friend. Anyways, I came out to him kind of? like i was like 13 and wasn't even sure of myself but i wrote it in the notes app and showed him at night one time lol. We always slept in the same bed and he would cuddle with me or we would give each other massages. I tried to take back coming out a few weeks later cause i was just nervous and stuff. Yesterday I was talking to him in an online chat room for a game. He told me a few weeks ago that he has a girlfriend and they've been dating for 4 months. Yesterday though, I decided to finally confirm i'm gay.We were talking about what to get each other for the others birthday and i sent him this pic of underwear (before i told him i was gay) and he's like oh those look nice but don't get me anything. He sent me these Versace ones and i was like lol too expensive. Then i came out and he said, "You saying you're gay is like a straight person saying they're straight" and "i support you completely and it makes no difference to me." I then asked him if he was bi or anything and he said "not really" and that he's not attracted to guys and wouldn't have sex with them or anything but, "if it were just you and me, and I wasn't dating my girlfriend, I'd do it with you." "You're an exception" My face just lit up so much and I couldn't stop smiling. I don't care if we never have sex but just knowing finally clears so much up and makes me feel great. He went on to tell me I was handsome and stuff, lol. This all started cause he told me he had sex for the first time with his GF on new years and i was asking him questions about it. We don't really have taboo subjects with each other.All in all, i'm so glad we had that conversation and I just regret not telling him earlier so we could mess around haha. Doesn't actually bother me, mainly just joking around. I figured I'd share, and what do you guys think about this? I've been happier then ever the past 2 days just cause it clears up so much. He's the only person who knows that I'm gay, not because i have a judgemental family or anything im just not ready. Thanks for reading!

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