I would like to apologize.

After identifying as ex-gay (and also saying some pretty bad things about the LGBT community) for several months, I am coming out of the closet and embracing my homosexuality again. I've realized that I wasn't truly ex-gay; I was just suppressing it for fear of my life after that massacre in Florida.I thought I was at peace, happy, and content after "renouncing" it, but I wasn't.One person told meYou flee and cower before violence you didn't even face. Countless gays that came before you fought so you could have the privileges you enjoy, and you shit upon that.They are absolutely right. That is exactly what I did.I was wrong to go back into the closet and start denouncing fellow LGBTs. In doing so, I was giving the terrorist what he wanted and adding fuel to fundamentalists' fires.I can be openly gay without fearing for my life.I hope I am forgiven.