Confused

Hey all, im a very attractive male in my 20s and im definitely bisexual i love jerking off with guys on skype and chat random i love looking at gay porn big cocks just make me cum so hard, i do get with a lot of girls but i want to try with a guy but be like really discreet i dont want people to find out. How should i got about this i really want to suck and fuck a big cock. Pms welcome