I'm out because of TINDER

So today i just found out that many people i consider as friends found out that i was gay without me knowing that they talk shits about me behind my back. Right now i just don't know what to do, it triggers me whenever i see their faces like i want to punch it like a punching bag hahaha how rude of me. Well as you can i see i'm a closeted gay guy, i recently just found out that me myself is a gay guy. I want to talk them about it but i guess it won't be worth it since "Friends" shouldn't talk behind your back that could offend you. Smh btw they're too immature to understand me why i am gay and what happened to the straight me lol.