Feeling pretty down today about my looks and love life

Hey loves, thanks for stopping by. This is just a mindless rant and moan thread, but its something that Ive found myself thinking about more and more lately.So, Im 27 and struggling with my image. Back when i was 20 i was an adorable but very shy and self conscious twink. ive only had two relationships in my life, the last one was 3 years long and ended ~7 months ago. in the seven years since i was actually young and cute, stress and hormones have caused dark circles under my eyes, all my hair to fall out and a field of cystic acne to proliferate my cheeks. yeah not pretty. strangely enough from the neck down i havent changed much since i was 20; still hairless, lean and smooth.so you can see my problem. i have a head that tells people "im either a biker or a old math teacher" and a body that tells people "fuck me daddy". Its all very confusing but I dont want to bulk up and become a dom. I love being my cute smooth subby self. unfortunately there isnt a singe dom guy out there who finds this Frankenstein like combination of elements attractive.What do you guys think? am i living in the past? should i just accept that ive grown old and leave the day dreams of romance and fantasies of being found attractive behind?