I lied to the guy I like to make myself seem more appealing....

Before I start this, I want to note that I'm in my early teens.The boy I like and I were together at the park talking. He asked about my past relationships. I told him I've had a few boyfriends before, which isn't a lie, but what I didn't mention is that they were all pretty long distance and didn't really work out. Then he asked if I'd had my first kiss. I said yes. And this was a total lie. I wanted to make myself seem more appealing and not make it obvious that I had extreme social anxiety until recently, so I never really "got out there."I feel like shit..