I just need to cry this out somewhere and think this sub is the right one.

I don't know 100% if that belongs here but it's something I'd like to talk about but can't talk about because I have a crush on my best friend .... so I can't talk to him obviously. I'm fond of him since I met him 1st in spring 2012 and in August we were in holiday together (in Italy to be precise) ... there were a few more people all in all we were 15 and there he got to know a girl which is his girlfriend now ... and that's making me sad :(