Recently got broken up with, not sure if I can or want to do it again..

I knew him for nearly 9 months. At first he wasn't my type really, but I slowly grew an attraction for his personality and his looks and everything. He was the love of my life. It was a wonderful thing. It's been two weeks since he broke up with me and I'm not sure if I want to do it again. Dating, loving another person, getting to know other people, I can't. I don't know why im posting this, just a little vent I guess. ;_;