Gay man's rant!

Hello. i just want to vent if thats okay. Im a larger gay black guy. I run my own organization. work for a gaming company. and all around a pretty amazing guy to be around. But what people dont understand is i crave affection. Not sex. affection. i need to be touched and held, and sometimes even grinded on. The person im currently with doesn't understand that. i make enough money that they dont have to work or want for anything and all i ask in return is for affection. thats all. and because im not getting the one thing i need and he gets EVERYTHING he needs its making me cranky. I just want a guy that understands that.