Need help with this boy!

Hi, I'm 19, first relationship and and ENTP. That is the summary. I just now having my first relationship. I have talked with other guys online but either we didn't click or they were freaking crazy like texting I love you and I am like...You don't even know me...insecure much? Anyways we hit it off 6 months ago...online that is. We met a month after talking' which I initiated. I didn't think it was going to work out so I was like at least I'll meet a new friend. He is 8 years older so I was like I need to find someone my age. So we met and went for a walk...My god though. He is soooooo cute and I remember after we hung out I walked back to my car and screamed like a school girl. It was truly pathetic. XD Anyways we continue to text daily. A few months later I say let's get together again and we met at Starbucks and colored. My idea. :) Anyways he walked me to my car and I hugged him. I couldn't resist he was like a teddy bear. :D Soon after he makes the first comment on my appearance and said I looked good today. I squealed....sigh lol I know I am way too head over heels because he's my first anyways to the point now. I haven't hung out with him since. I want him to initiate it but I can tell he doesn't want to. I think I can. I admit I fucked up once about a month ago by doing something I'll tell if you ask but like he moved on faster than I did. I want to see him but I feel bad making plans I don't want to push him because we just talked about labels and he said If we are dating than you are my bf and I asked if we were dating and he said we have been on dates...idk about dating. Idk why it bothered me but it did. I feel like I have to push him but I can't because he is so stubborn. I don't want to push him. I want him to take lead and I feel like I'll sound impatient if I say that. I don't want to be controlling because I hate being controlled. I am trying to be content but I just want to hug him again. I just like him so much. :/ Please advice or encouragement.