[Update 2] I'm dating my best friend [possibly NSFW]

So awhile back I posted this about my relationship with my best friend. I wanted to give you all an update.So a couple months ago I was about to leave work and was texting J. He told me he was about to leave work, too. He works like two minutes down the road from me and I convinced him to stop by to see each other. He told me fine, but said we had to make it quick. So he came over and pulled up next to me and we rolled down our windows. So we talked for like a minute and I asked begged to sit in his car while we talked.After a couple minutes we were silent and it got awkward. I asked if he was ready for a first kiss, and he said no. I was like come on please and grabbed and held his hand. The next thing I knew, he put my hand on his bulge in his jeans. So then I asked again about the kiss and he said something along the lines of "No, you got to touch my dick. That's enough for tonight"So being a smartass, I said "noooo, I touched your jeans, not your dick"And he laughed and moved his hands down and unbuttoned his jeans. At this point I was just in shock. He pulled down his boxers to reveal his hard on. I asked "can I?" and he said sure. So I rubbed him a bit, and he said "hey pull yours out its not fair you are having all the fun."So I complied and we rubbed a little. Then without warning he bent over and swallowed me. It was literally the best feeling I had up to that point of my life. So when he stopped I returned the favor. We went back and forth until he came in my mouth.Fast Forward a month. J was home early from school and was home alone. He decided to finally let me come over (he's got bad anxiety and is scared to be caught). So I came over and he gave me a tour of his down stairs. At this point I took out a pair of my gray boxer briefs out of my pocket and gave them to him (he really like them). He said he was going to go upstairs to put them in his room, so I asked if I could follow, and he said sure. So while we were upstairs he gave me a tour of up there. When he was done he started walking towards the stairs and I asked if he wanted to do anything in his room since we had like 10-15 minutes. So he said sure and led me into his room.We stripped and He started walking towards me, hugged me , and then leaped on me, wrapping his legs around my waist. So I carried him onto his bed and laid on top of him. He started humping and stuff and then he pulled me in for a kiss. This was my first kiss and it was amazing. Yes it was awkward (our tongues were battling and it was both of our first time) but it was with the love of my life. Then he got on top, grinded me and kept kissing me. Then he laid on his stomach and asked me to lay on top of him. So I did and started grinding his ass (no penetration) and he said stop. I asked why and he didn't respond. I then realized his face was red. I asked if he came and he said yes as if he was embarrassed. I thought is was cute.Then this monday we met up again. Same kind of meet up at his house. This time we also went under his covers and cuddled a little. Near the end he was on top of me and grinded against me (chest to chest, dick to dick) . He asked me to slap his ass, so I did a couple times, and then he said you can stop, and he stopped humping. He came on top of me (in his hand but still it was amazing and hot)I can't make it evident enough how much I love him. Today is our 1 and a half year anniversary and just the beginning of our epic adventure. I couldn't ask for a better best friend or partner. We talk every day and are always there for each other.Any comments or questions are welcomed!!!!