Closeted dude

I think this guy is closeted (we have been really close and now live together.I think I'm pushing him away because I can't help but flirt touch or try to cuddle him most the time and he drives me mentally insane because of my strong feelings for him and seeing him everyday. The back and forth of it all (one day he will cuddle the next he's too straight to).Our beds have been pushed together but I separated them because I felt like he was annoyed with me waking up on his side of the bed with my arm around him or something. Is it wrong for me to think this is his own fault for pushing his bed together w someone he knows is openly gay and has strong feelings for him?He used to call me sweetie, his babe, cutie, honey a lot but when we moved in in July it went strong but around October I guess I feel like he started stepping back (this is when we pushed our beds together). I kiss him on the cheek a lot and he said "what makes you think you can do that just anytime you want?" We've also wrestled, he's teased me (showed top of his pene), and when we wrestle he holds me down and sticks his junk in my face. He has grabbed my butt a lot too (poked my pene once) and he's had a handful of it before.He also says a lot of things when he's upset like "fuck me in the ass! Damn!"He has talked about us showering even when we first met (even described it) and then when we lived together we talked about it and he said "i wish" at the end in a very convincing way that seemed he meant it.Everyone says he looks and speaks to me differently than anyone including girls.He told me he thinks about me a lot.He's terrible at communication. Very vague & doesn't talk much to many anymore via text. He does have friends who are girls he will text for days on end (like he used to me) even though they have boyfriends.I don't know what to make of this. Because he tells me "it will never happen" because he likes "titties" he also says he wants to have a family and kids. He's only had sex w one girl and he was engaged to her (she was ugly, a bitch, and a psycho who cheated) but she thought he was gay too bc he told her we cuddled plus they barely had sex from what she hinted.Last thing: he used to say we'd make a great couple, and no one could find out. Not even our other roomie.What do I do? What is going on? He drives me crazy and insists he straight and will never be into me. I feel like I should take his word (trying to move on).