.Lack of Encounters.

Ok, so I feel like I should say something, but something over the Internet. Being a gay Hispanic that is 5'3 . Living in a town that hardly sees gays. Well, even rarer of similar ?culture? such as Hispanics that are also gay. If that even made any sense to you... I have not seen any gay Hispanics in my town, sure I made gay friends... well not Hispanics but other great friends, and I feel so weird being myself. I feel so left out of the Hispanic LGBT+ community, I haven't thought about it a lot until recently, when I tried to remember if there was any gay people in my graduation or Hispanics that were gay. None. I hardly even connect to my culture, sure I eat typical tamales y chili rellenos or homemade flan. I listen to my mother often tell me stories of her childhood before she went to America. I was raised in a Spanish speaking environment but English was more prominent and I feel like that separates me. Being gay also made it worse, I hardly talk about to my mother about it. We watch some LGBT+ shows to ease tension, like the Fosters and How To Get Away With Murder. I think watching The Fosters made me want to get into my culture more, but I don't know how my family in Mexico would react. If they would even accept. I would love to get to know the culture to teach my ?kids? when I get much older, but maybe moving out of states will help me get in touch with more people like me??? I'm sorry if it's inconsistent, I really wanted to say that