NSFW (maybe) / Advice Needed

Hi,I'm nearly 16, and all I can think about is sex. I constantly want to just have sex with another guy and just have the feeling you get when someone else is inside you. I constantly think about it and wish I had someone to talk to, just so we could discuss all the dirty thoughts in our heads, but finding a random guy to talk to probably isn't the best idea. All I want is to just be with someone who is up for anything and really knows how to go at it. I've always wanted to bottom for someone and feel them inside of me, pumping away and eventually going inside, but I'm not at all sociable and have to keep all of these thoughts to myself. Anyone got any ideas?