Need new reading material! Halp Gaybros

Sup boys?

So I've gotten through all my books recently and the manga series I read is currently on hiatus so I am in need of new reading material for the new year when work starts back up and I have a boring 2hour train journey to work.

I am an avid legal or psychological or crime thriller reader. I loved the Millennium Trilogy, I have read most of John Grisham's works. I like something that feels real, I can't stand plots that just are outlandish to say the least. I guess I like realism, but in depth discriptions of crime scenes/how it happened. I would also love to find books written from the criminal/defendant/suspect/creeps pov for a little change. Also wouldn't mind finding something that DOESN'T end happily ever after. I like it to be pretty intense too. Even if it is a non fiction piece. I don't mind. I guess I am a little twisted in my obssession with crime and such.

I am also open to other genres bar fantasy or sci fi (I get my fix of that from manga) or romance (gag).

SO gay bros, whatchu reading? And what can you recommend to a twisted minded freak like me?