I dont know what is going on in my life.

First of all sorry if I make any mistake in English as it is not my mother tongue. Well, to start with I accepted my gay personality in March, 2015 and I am 24 years old. I tried some one night stands which were awful experience for me. I feel like I am attracted to masculine guys between 25-35 ages. I am somewhere between cute and handsome lad but the thing is the people I like don't like me. I wanna have a long-term relationship but it is not even in the horizon. I also use hornet and grindr but the lads there wanna have only fun. I feel like I am trapped. I know it is hard for me to find someone without using application but I think life or shit whatever you call happens.