Just came out

Just came out to my parents. My mother took it very well, but my father... Let's just say he's a homophobic, christian asshole who now probably hates me.I came out to my closest friends a few weeks back and they were totally cool with it and all tried to make me tell my parents.Everyone is saying how relieved and glad they are to finally be free after actually telling someone.. I'm sad to say I can't feel this kind of relief at all and it's already tearing me down just a few hours after.I know I should feel happy and thankful that I at least didn't get thrown out, and that I at least have one loving parent, but I'm seriously feeling down now.