Home for the holidays and feel so lonely

Back at college, I have tons of accepting friends. I love them all lots. At home, I don't have anybody. I'm at home in a rather homophobic town where some won't even talk to me, because I'm gay. I have a sister that constantly tears me down for being me. I've cried at a time of the year that's supposed to be super happy.Fuck this, late January can't come quick enough. I, for the first time in my life, am looking forward to school. I just want to be back with people that love me for me./rant