I don't think it is a good idea to come out.

So there are two sides of the family. There are the Luceros and the Vigils, both teams are the southern, traditional, Christian/Jehovah's witnesses types. My cousin, Micah, came out as gay and he was never accepted as such. Not by anyone but my mom, and it took her a long time to get used to it. My dad is the sort that would stab me with a kitchen knife if he ever knew. My brothers would become distant, and i would essentially be excommunicated from any family gatherings. What should I do? Sometimes it feels like I should play straight forever.