Gay, 18, closeted— Is dating even possible?

Now, before you guys read this I want you to realize that I am not some spoiled, desperate 18-year-old dude. I like to think of myself as someone who is ambitious, hard-working, and fun— but it always feels like something— or someone— is missing.I am closeted. Coming out most likely wouldn't be a big deal, either. And that's coming from someone who overanalyzes virtually everything he does. I mean, hell… My gay uncle is practically staying with my parents and I for the next month. They don't even care. But what's holding me back is my anxiety and insecurity over my sexuality.I attend a university that is thirty minutes away, so I don't stay on campus. I've tried using apps like Grindr and Jack'd, but all them dudes just want sex. What's worse is that my uncle is on those apps too, so I have to make sure he's blocked and can't see me since I'm closeted. Wouldn't want him figuring out his nephew is an "otter."So, my question to you dudes: Is it possible to date when you're closeted? If so, how?