#SingleProblems

I've never had a real relationship ever and really want one. I'm 14 and no one I know is out. I want to hold a guy's hand while we both soul gaze into each other's eyes. I want to watch a romantic movie with him, sitting close to one another under a pile of blankets. I want to make out and snuggle up in a warm bed. I want to show him off to all my friends. I want to be able to have a date and have a slow dance at prom. Most of all I want to love and be loved be someone special. Anyone else relate or have similar problems?