How do I find help? (25 M) /triggerwarning/

Hello. I am an army vet and have been seeing an army psychologist and psychiatrist for the last year and a half. My treatment has mainly focused on personal acceptance of my sexuality and sexual abuse I endured as a child. My psychologist recommended PFLAG some while ago but my anxiety and depression has kept me from reaching out. Sadly I'm no longer able to see the same providers as Im now medically retired.Is there a 3rd party source that guides to providers who specialize in LGBT mental health?My sexuality and accepting my past is clearly the driving force for my anxiety, depression and suicidal/self harm behaviors.