New World Man

I thought I was gay and kept it a secret until this year and it all seemed really hot I loved the idea of being with a man and gay and tranny porn seemed more desirable. I inserted a toy i recently bought today into myself and it brought me to completion immediately and I did not like it. I started to realize this isnt for me and I am able to move on as this didnt translate for me its not that it hurt too much, or that i have never done the real thing I just didnt like the feeling of anything inside me and I cant imagining doing it to another guy. So I am moving and I am not looking back.