How do I move on?

Not sure where to start on a subject like this.We broke up a couple of months ago. I was kind of relieved to be honest, it was becoming too hard to be with him.We had our ups and downs like everyone else. But the bad times seemed to outweigh the good looking back.Anyway, my question is how do I move on?It’s been a couple of months and I just feel a bit numb. Not sure what to do with my self at the moment. My friends are great but most of the from work with police, so they have this macho bravado, I feel like I can’t really talk to them about it. So yeah, I have turned to Reddit for advice/help.For info, live and work in London, 26 years old. (feel free to message if you prefer that.)