Don't try to change who you are!

I'm 15 and, as many know, in part of some of the most influential years of your life. I realized I was gay, about a year and a half ago (maybe more, I have a terrible memory XD). Yesterday I was watching some YouTube. On one of the videos a lesbian woman talked about how she tried to be straight and that it only lasted 2 months. I decided to try it, I guess to sorta test myself, idk. Anyways today, when I tried it out, well things didn't go to plan. Throughout the day, I was daydreaming and zoning out of class, every time thinking about something gay. Be that thing having a BF, having sex for the first time, etc. I haven't had such a day since my last crush. I see it as a sort of "Stop what you're doing! This is NOT you!" from my brain. I'm gonna go back to being me. So to everyone, I recommend listening to your brain and stay who you are. If you aren't you, who will be? I mean there's gotta be one of you! 😁 To each and every one of you: Have a great day and a better life! And be sure to just be you!!