I'm not sure how to feel about men

Okay firstly I'm sorry if this is the wrong forum for it but I just need to sort of ask. Right now I find men attractive in ways (even though my standards are ridiculous) I just don't know how to feel about... private parts. I find men attractive but I don't know how i feel about it and I'm just having trouble with it and I want to know if there are any similar experiences. I'm really sorry if this is inappropriate - Me