Should I feel bad situation?

Quick primer, I am a bisexual male, with a crush on a presumed straight coworker (which I posted the details about and won't get into here). So I was out for drinks with some other coworkers and at some point I confessed to one of them, who is gay, about my crush. He wasn't aware of my sexuality before this, but I have always gotten a flirtatious vibe from him. Maybe that's an arrogant assumption on my part, but that's just the feeling I get. For instance, he had been asking me to join them for drinks for a while now, seemed very excited when i agreed to join them, and was very attentive to me the entire night, little things, etc etc...Anyway, Unfortunately, I'm hung up on this straight dude (unhealthy, i know), and he's not really my type I guess? My question though is, was it profoundly insensitive of me to talk about being into this other dude? Put this straight guy up on a pedestal while someone who might like me just has to watch and feel some shade of awful.I feel like an asshole for even mentioning it, but I was drunk, and I guess I deep down really wanted to talk about it with someone who might understand. I don't have any gay friends or anyone to talk to about it really.Well, at least we were in agreement about our straight coworker I guess. THAT of course now has me feeling weird too. But that's a thought for another time.So how about it? Am I reading too much into this? Am I a bad person? Or am I just way self-absorbed.