I think im ready.

I think im ready to accept this is who i am, regardless of the consequences. My step dad is very "old school" and will not like it. My mother is very much in his pocket so no help there. My brothers will ridicule because thats how they were raised. Im pretty sure im already "that faggot" at work so no change there.But i dont know what to do now. I can be out and open but then what? I dont know how to do this. I dont lnow how to meet guys and stuff. Its scary