Dumb ass gays and straights.

So apparently I'm not gay enough. Gay enough? Wtf does that mean. Am I suppose to walk around with a dress and make up, wear girl accessories. Idk. Or a sign on my forehead saying that I'm gay. I have no idea. I like sports. I watch them I play them and I follow certain teams. I like to go fishing I like to catch the fish and gut them out. I go camping and sleep in tents and go hiking. Ok so you get the picture​. I like to do "manly" things. Apparently that's what those things are called. I had no idea I was not allowed to do those types of things. Or needed permission to do them. I have lost many friends because I'm gay and at the same time I've lost many gay friends​ because I'm to straight to be gay.I'm gay. I love dick and the rest of the person that the dick is attached to. I would say sorry that I am what I am and I do what I do. But that's​ me. So sorry I will never be. If you like it good if not then too bad. I do alot of things by myself becuase I can't find a middle ground to satisfy other people. But Ive never felt lonely. Not after I realized that not everyone likes everything and that's okay. There are things that I dislike as well. But that should not be a reason to end a friendship. I have many groups of friends because there is so many different things I like to do. So I'm always hearing...oh call so and so maybe he'll like to do it with you. You're always with him or always with her doing this going there and so on. To me that's rude and very disrespectful. It's also called jealousy. It's annoying and sad. In this day and age you would think alot more people would be more open minded. I guess not. I'm sure I'm not the only going through this. If you are let me know your thoughts and​ opinions. Btw I can go on forever but I think my finger tips have been flattened from typing so much. Lol. Sorry for the tittle idk what else to call it. I know it's not nice but I hope you understand.