Abt my love...

I'm a 20yr old guy from India...I'm in this serious love with my classmate...I liked him the very first day I met him but it was just a crush..but later I started talking to him...I found him smart,cool,funny,good people and very cute(of course its subjective cos the other friends in my class call him "ugly midget").I love his eyes,nose,ears,neck and he has got a sexy ass...I love his body odour..i just feel so warm and comfortable...I just wanna be invisible and just be around him all the time..I love his personality.. I basically love everything he does...he once had a lot drinks and puked on my shoes and a little on my pants...I would generally feel disgusting when someone does that..but I didn't feel any disgust at all..of course didn't feel good abt it either...but I just love him..his cute little fingers..me and him always think alike.. And in most of our conversations we say exactly the same thing at same time and he always sends " lol we think alike"..we even make same mistakes in our exams and correct it in the same way..its always either me or him the topper in our college..he is like my soul mate..he is just so pure at heart...he really doesn't have anything bad in his heart...I really would like to know his bad or sad side cos everyone has their both bad and good side...I would really like to know him fully...I recently came out to him...I thought I would give him some time to digest the fact that I'm gay and tell him later that I love him...but I asked him if he was gay when I came out and he said he is straight and he never had any gay tendencies...it just broke my heart...but its really hard to get over him when I can't see any bad things abt him...I really wanna get over him..I tried dating other guys...but the more guys i meet ,the more I get attracted to my guy cos they are not even 10% as suitable as my guy is to me..the guys I met are all kinda stupid or too much attitude and egoistic and not have basic courtesy..actually he is the one who asked me to join reddit and discuss my problems when I came out to him..any suggestions? Thanks for reading till here...any suggestion is very much appreciated..