Will life be the same?

It's going to sound weird, but I might've damaged my prostate from too much pressure. I'm visiting the urologist and am prepared to receive a diagnosis for chronic prostatis. Thing is, I'm young and a strict bottom. Will this ruin my sex life? I might never experience true sexual intimacy from my condition. I'll take medication my whole life and will suffer pain. If I just stopped myself from "exploring" so roughly that night I'd live a normal life.