What's going on with me?

I'm almost 17, I've never been in a relationship, never had sex. No one to talk to about anything I'm going through.I was skimming a story on gaystoriesgonewild, about a guy who went on Adam for Adam, to tease guys and get attention. And ended hooking up with an older man.It sounded so hot, I wanted to try it, I have a thing for older men, daddy issues I guess. Anyways I created an account, and now there are older men wanting to get to know me, calling me sexy. Telling me things I've always wanted to hear.I feel bad for lying, and I don't want do to anything beyond chatting.Now I think about it all day, and has made my urges stronger.Is this all a form of deep insecurities? Should I stop?