I finally get it now

i finally get it now, i am in middle school and recently came out to my best friend. He thought it was a joke and told everyone. Now i get hit or some other type of harrasment every day. No matter what people say it doesnt get better. Im fucking tired of gay hate or gay stereo types.Lol im crying right now so patheticIm so stupid for trusting anyone. Not even my parents new and now my dad wont even talk to me