Give me your thoughts

Okay, so for almost my whole life I've been a closeted guy right? I'm sure we've all heard of Grindr before, well every now and then I'll hook up with guys on there no sex cause I like to be safe and stuff. Just blow jobs cause that's what I like to do. What the one thing that grosses me out is when guys don't keep their shit clean like it's nasty do any of you have this same problem. Give me your thoughts