Am I overthinking being gay?

Recently I've been thinking about what my sexuality even is anymore. Like I'm bisexual but I lean heavily towards guys, BUT I don't think most guys are "hot"? I can look at a guy that's handsome and sexually I don't feel much.If I saw their dick that'd be a different story I guess. A dick is hot to me but everything else is meh.I think a guy that is like body hairless and not super muscly is way more attractive than a dude overed in muscles or whatever the stereotypes are.Like I can look at a girl and be like oh she's hot she exudes some type of sexuality that's neat but I don't feel that way about guys. I see a guy and just think nothing of it unless he's some kind of Twink Adonis.I've also been thinking about how I would handle a romance scenario with a guy. I told myself that I may not be into a romantic relationship with a guy....buuuuuuuut then I think that if the sex melted my brain (Cause I feel like that would happen) or if he does something that makes me swoon then I guess You would be putty in his hands.This all just seems like tired ramblings to me so I'm sorry about that but if you can get anything out of it I'll be here I guessEdit: Maybe I just like a little feminity?