Good first timer dildo?

What's up LGBT redditors. I am a bi-curious guy who wants to find out what it's like to be fucked by a guy.What dildo do you think is the best for a first timer? I would like it to have a suction cup, be lifelike, either natural color or black and if possible, with opening for vibrating bullet. I would want it to be around 8" long maybe.Thanks for your suggestions.