Alone

So I'm 18, I've never been in a relationship or kissed before and I feel like I'm going to be alone forever. I know that's dramatic, but it's true. I'm a bigger guy and I want to lose weight but I already have a lot of stretch marks and I know I'll have extra skin so I don't have the motivation because I know that either way I'm not going to have an amazing body everyone wants. I also don't have a big member so I'm just like meant to die alone with 4 corgi's, so like, Why try you know.