Not having a good relationship with your dad...

Do any of you have a bad or distant relationship with your dad?I find that this makes my homosexuality much stronger and my need to fulfill this much greater. Strange, maybe, but it seems about right.I haven't had any kind of relationship with a guy just due to life, things going on and depression from other aspects of life. I'd like to be in a more stable mindset and be more put together before letting anyone into my life.I think my life calls for a mentor, or someone to really "be there for me", like a daddy but not really. Maybe a "big-brothering" type of guy.