Lost

Am at this point in my life where I know who I am, a few people Im close to know who I am. But theres still this thing hanging over me. I know from his own words that my father wouldnt be ok with me being gay, and that hurts me every day knowing that I will never be what he accepts. Im woking to seperate myself from him and my family who wouldnt accept me but they are still family. Eventhought they would completely disown me I still know they are family. This song came on the other day while I was driving and I completely lost it. I broke down crying in the middle of the freeway. Hoping for the happy ending, yet knowing it will never come. Why is this hatred in the world.The song: https://youtu.be/rcZLMtWEcF0