Post Break-up, Feeling Lonely. Chat Anyone?

Hi, I am 21 years old and I just recently broke up with my first relationship of 9 months. He used the "It's not you, it's me" line. I don't know what to do, it's really hard... because I still have feelings for him despite all the bad and horrible thing he has done to me... If anyone is feeling lonely also and just would like to have a conversation about anything, that would be really nice. add me in kik drewind7 thanks