What do you make of this?

I'll break this down. I don't know what my sexuality is and it hurts me emotionally. I bet you've all heard this sort of thing a thousand times. But I'm always afraid that my weird sexuality is going to prevent me from having happy, stable relationships in the future. It's a bit crude, but I just want to tell the whole truth so I can get your honest opinions.Reasons I think I'm gay - I like dicks. I like the way they look, how they feel, etc. I think they're great :) - I also like guys' butts - I have mostly watched gay porn. It often gives me a more wild and sometimes visceral feeling. - I've hooked up with several guys. - I've had to stimulate myself before intercourse with girls (though this is still the case when I've had sex with guys) - Gay guys I know often say that they were only fooling themselves into thinking they liked women, or that that they were bi, etc.Reasons I don't think I'm (fully) gay - I don't like guys' faces. I much prefer women in that department. - I don't really like kissing guys. I love making out with women. - I don't notice guys in everyday life. I check out women all the time. - I like breasts, butts, and women's physiques. - I've only felt romantic connections with women (I've never, for example, had a crush on a guy) - I do enjoy straight and lesbian porn too, but I don't watch it as much - I've felt sad and alone after sleeping with guys, and happy and cuddly after sex with womenI just don't know what the truth is in all this mess. I just wish it was clear so I could be more confident in who I am. What are your thoughts?