Wanted to tell someone. Temptations

Hey just thought I'd get this off my mind as it has made me feel like a piece of shit. I almost just now cheated on my boyfriend. For some damn reason I had decided to redownload grindr which I hate already and I got tons of guys asking about me and I nearly talked to one of them til I realized how much I loved my boyfriend.It made me feel so disgusted I deleted the app and legitimately cried for an hour at the thought of me cheating and him leaving me. I feel awful and never want to tell him this. I love him too much I'm just glad o stopped myself.I'm kinda hoping someone else has been in this scenario with me and I hope no one tells me to dump him or to tell him this as I don't wanna break his heart.I know this makes me sound like a piece of garbage and that he deserves better and part of me agrees.Just wanted a place to vent this to.Thank you.