Should I transition?

So I'm a feminine gay guy (hence the name) and I've been trying to deal with loneliness. Now normally, I am happy being by myself but lately, I've been wanting to find a guy I could spend time with. Unfortunately, I'm mainly only into Masculine gay men (I know) but I've come to find most like other masculine gay. THat's cool. But I won't lie, it does suck a little lolI remember trying to ask a guy out in person and he quickly dismissed with a "Get the fuck away from me" which I proceeded to do so. It sucked but eh, you like what you like right?Anyway, I've been on a YouTube kick lately and I came across Gigi Gorgeous. She's a transgendered woman who used to have the body of a male. Granted, while I'm feminine, I'm no where near as flamboyant personality-wise like she was but I got hooked and wanted to learn more.I then got to a video of her where she introduces her boyfriend and I felt so envious but happy for her. She found a guy who loves her for her and was not turned off that she used to phsyically be a boy. And they both were mutually attracted to each other (from what it seems).It really got me wondering. Now, I don't necessarily think I'm a woman. I have no desire to beo ne but I'm getitng tired of being rejected for something I can't control. It'd be great to find a guy my age who would love me for me despite my feminine demeanor and vice versa. So I've started thinking maybe it's better for guys like me to transition? I'm not saying trans dating is easy but it's guaranteed that a feminine person has a much better chance finding a guy in the trans dating community than gay.I'm just very confused. Any thoughts? Has anyone gone through this?