Orgasm training psychological barriers

I wrote this when I was having a break down a few weeks ago, but now I'm mentally stable and it still makes sense. Don't believe the bullshit.Ok you guys I am 100% homosexual. And something I need to say to those that found out later in life porn really doesn't matter. You probably watched it see dick or guys at times but you eyes would also receive info from the boobs pussy and booty. So you could essentially get off to them. I've unknowingly been trained to bust to girls even lesbian and solo girl action. That's how bad it is. But now I'm no longer going to watch that crap. It's fucking too much with my head. After a week or a month or even 90 days il watch gay or solo guy action and stick to it. Il probably still be able to get off to girls but what do you expect from 10 some years of doing this. Don't listen to your dick listen to what makes the ticker tick faster.