I could ask him, and he could say yes, or I could keep pretending.

If I don't ever ask, I can keep pretending we're together, which makes me sort of happy.Or I could ask, and if he says no, that's the end of it. But he might say yes, and that would mean the world to me.I've deluded myself into thinking that maybe somewhere in his heart he likes me back, but I known statistically that's very unlikely.But there's always a chance, and I think I should go for it.