I feel alone

I dont have any friends anymore. People reject you, fade away or die. I dont know what to do anymore. I feel like its too late. I am just stuck where I am now. I'm no one. It wouldn't matter if I died. I just want to be able to live. To not think about everything. I'm done with thinking, thinking about my next move.I look up to everyone. I feel like everyone around me lives a better life than me. I'm alone. I'm afraid, I'm a loser and I can't do this. Please don't waste your time responding. Nothing is going to come out of it. You live far away and if you didn't it would always be weird, you know? This post is pointless