i'm gay

My name is Sorena. I live in a country in the Middle East. I'm not happy with my life. I love my family. But everything started when I realized I was gay. This is very hard. Homosexuality is a crime in my country. People find it so bad. And we have no freedom. And if the government realizes our sexual orientation, they will execute us. I am so sorry. I'm depressed. And I think my life has reached Palin while I can not do anything. Many times I thought of leaving my country. But that's not easy. I had several suicide attempts, but I did not do it for my family. I cry out everyday. High school was very hard for me. I'm not sure what I want to do. I'm sorry if you get sad