Is gay wrong

Ever since I was a kid I was interested in other boys. But every time I put something up my butt I get fucking welted by my dads belt. It really hurts But I like it, ever since he started doing that(around 9 ;)) I've slowly started to like him more than a dad and more of a lover. My moms dead so it's ok. And tonight I'm gonna try to stick my four inch ten year old meaty cock in his ass. I'll tell you how this goes tomorrow, love y'all. edit:he put his shotgun up my ass, it worked 😊😊😊