Hormonal

I go through phases where I become very hormonal or something and I feel like I need a man literally like water. I had this dream last night about a guy I barely know and we were cuddling in bed and we were all over each other. The dream felt so real and I woke up smiling. I haven't had sex in a year...and deep down I don't want to just hookup with men. It would have to be something within a relationship. But when these spells come over me it feels like the most intense feeling in the world.