Am I gay?

Even though I might be younger than the average user on this subreddit I'm still wondering if I'm gay. I've always thought that being gay was something cool and because of where I live I've been able to speak my mind. When I was around 10 years old I was starting to wonder if I was gay and started privately wishing for it. I would like hope I was gay for no real reason at all. Now I think I'm gay or maybe bi. I'm still wondering if I only was convinced by my own wishes or my wishes was just me telling myself I'm homosexual.